Sunday, March 20, 2005

Really Insecure... Help? Need motivation and encouragement (pics)?

I am really insecure about my body shape, and I've gone to the gym, but I end up stopping and giving up because I get so insecure like I'm never going to look the way I want to so I end up binging and gaining back whatever muscle or weight I lost. I just don't know what to do to keep motivated... I feel so ugly and I'm NEVER satisfied with what I see in the mirror and it shows with the clothes I wear and attitude I have about myself. I never show people how I feel, I act normal but when I'm alone I scrutinize myself so much and I am just desperate to look thin like other girls. I know this isn't healthy, and for being 20 years of age, my insecure stage should be over, but.. I just can't help it.

I am 5'7 and the scale says I weigh 118 ish BUT my body looks different. I have a bigger midsection and I have no idea how to get rid of it. Proper diet and exercise, I know but idk how to stay motivated. Is there anyone who has lost a lot of weight who can admit that it CAN be done? It would be really encouraging.

This is where I'm at now --->http://img27.imageshack.us/i/photo441v.jpg/
All I see is ugly fat when I look at these http://img850.imageshack.us/i/photo444e.jpg/

Someone please help me.

Answer on Really Insecure... Help? Need motivation and encouragement (pics)?

If it makes you feel any better that is EXACTLY how I look naked and everyone gives me crap about being skinny. :)